Paranoia, ParanoiaPosted: November 21, 2013
What if I die? What if I get AIDS and die? What if I leave my kids without a mother? What if I give it to my husband and leave my kids with no parents, period? What if I have to explain to all my friends and family that yes, I’ve been fucking around, and now I am going to die?
Can I continue to succumb to this addiction and still live? Can I have sex this way and not contract a disease or end up getting beaten and left in a gutter somewhere?
Is this worth my life? Because addictions are deadly and mine could kill me.