Still hurt

I just canceled my date with L for tomorrow. She seems kinda pissed, but the thought of going through Dom(me) hell again literally makes me hyperventilate.

I am not ready.

I just can’t.

Every day I realize how much I still hurt on the inside.


3 Comments on “Still hurt”

  1. I’m sorry. You will know when (if) you are ready. It’s good that you recognize that you are hurting and you’re not trying to squelch it with another warm body.

  2. chinaskie says:

    Take care of you and reach out for support when/where you can. Sounds like you’re going through a lot. No reason to rush a single thing. 🙂


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